Today, it all comes back. I was doing so well, until I realized just how much I’ve fucked everything up. My finance are shit, and I know it. Can everyone please stop reminding me? I know they mean well, but I know, I know, I fucking know! Stop telling me. Stop reminding me. Stop insisting on me doing things. I had a fucking plan, but NO! No one can just respect the fact that I might be trying to fix it without asking for money. No, keep pushing and pushing because I don’t feel like enough of a failure, already. I just want it all to FUCKING STOP!!!